Seasick on Dry Land, but not Joylessly So

Why should we want to be untouched, unmarred, unhurt?

. . .except for the obvious, that hurting hurts. . .

But other than the obvious, why else?  No else.  

As Yeats–his Crazy Jane, actually–puts it, “nothing can be sole or whole that has not been rent.”

Them there paradoxes, a paradox box, the only kind of thing that seems–to me–to explain life.

if it may be explained at all.  far far better minds than mine (fifty-three times better, in fact) say no.  Beckett and Kafka say no.  or not exactly.  in a little light reading last night I ran across a quote of Kafka’s describing a feeling of being seasick on dry land.  so heartbreaking–that almost-graspable but utterly-ungraspable sensation of something being wrong in a way that doesn’t make sense–what more can be said?

and yet we sometimes still want to be here, even so, and even sparkle a little sometimes, beyond all logic or reasonableness.

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One Comment on “Seasick on Dry Land, but not Joylessly So”

  1. Austin Says:

    I describe the pain as just being out of my reach like it’s being a curtain. I can see the shadow of it but I can’t make out the whole image, therefore I can’t make it better. I can almost reach the curtain to pull it back and open it up to light but my fingers cramp, my mind is distracted by something else and the curtain is never pulled.
    Seasick on dry land is a really good analogy for knowing the pain but being just out of reach to touch it. Touch is essential, without it we do not heal.

    Austin

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